Attreversiamo!

I feel as though everyone around me is always not one, but several, steps ahead of me in their lives. I can't decide on my next month let alone my next year. My peers are in-between two phases of their lives and it's filled with apprehension and excitement. Yet I seem to find myself buried in indecision and fear. I always have a clear view of where I'd like to be in the distant future, but I can never figure out how to get there in the present. Maybe I'm bad at the game of life. Or maybe I just lost the instructions...